im home:)

finally im home

i've not been home for months

everything seems to be so perfect here:)

p/s: i've update my blog with a picture of Taiping Lake Garden

just to let u guys have a look:)

nice, aint it?

the best thing IS

i get to sleep on my comfy bed:)

and also get to see my parents:))

and im glad to know that my mum is fine now

but need to go for check up as scheduled

before back to Taiping

i've paid a visit to Ipoh with my sista 

and stayed for 3d2n

it was a simple yet happy trip

im getting bored here

started to miss those people in Nilai:(

my 2 sista

budak gossip

dai lou

study buddy from Zimbabwe

fellow course mates from both FST & FIB

they must be having their great time back in hometown

now, im looking forward to meet up with Sheena and Joey:D

but i couldnt meet up Sheena as scheduled since this silly girl missed her flight

arrgh... 

too bad:((

hopefully problem is settled 

signing out~

i miss her

just received a phone call from my mum, as usual

but this time is kinda different

im the one who questions a lot

yesterday she was admitted to hospital 

due to back pain  

this problem has bothered her for quite sometime

but we didnt really pay attention to it

now the pain seems to worsen

after MRI

doctor found that the cartilage has dislocated and swollen

she was given an injection to reduce the swell

hopefully it works

because operation is too risky though it can be treated efficiently

pray that my mum will get well soon

tears drop 

but i'll make sure it wont happen when im standing before her

people just dont listen

people just dont listen
no matter how many times u've told them
they'll just keep on asking the same thing


cant you just
wait
give me some time
stop pushing me a lil while


do you actually know that
i know you care about me
i know that what you do is for my own benefits
i know u're worry too


but do you know that
i want it more than you do
im in doubt
im stressed up
im worry too


and,
this is what i can do for this moment


please give me some time
things dont come that easy
things cant go as smooth as you wished

happy birthday daddy

today's my dad's Big day!

just wana write something about Him :)

nah... 

i miss him :(

and i think he misses me too, LOL

coz my house is superb silent without me :p

He's a Great Dad;

with a bad temper (i think i inherit his trait)

always want things to be organized

always want things to be done in a short period

just like my degree stuff (arrgh)

i miss the days,

i get to talk to my dad,

we used to comment on this and that;

He brings me to have great meal;

He brings me travel everywhere

one day,

i'll be the one who brings him to have great meal;

i'll be the one who brings him travel everywhere

He is my Sunshine:)

Happy Birthday Daddy!

signing off~

p/s: thats not his private jet

        just a pic of my handsome Dad :]

the crossroad

choices

decision

why do we need to make decision every single day?

everyday, 

yes; no

can; cant

left; right

up; down

to be; not to be

etc etc

this is what we call, Life

aint it?

this quiet night makes me think a lot

think about 

past 

present

future

well,

its almost the end of my foundation 

and it indicates the beginning of a new chapter of my life too

BUT

i chose not to think too much about it 

and follow the path i've planned years ago

i can be very sure about my choice;

i can be in doubt, sometimes

i came here for it

why should i complicate this matter?

right?

and im not lying to myself:)

its the only way i can go a step closer to my dream

my dream to go abroad

my dream to widen my horizon:)

final is near, 

but im not motivated to prepare myself for it:(

arrgh...

ok

i admit that im lazyyy

hopefully i'll get my butt on the chair as soon as possible :P

and pray that my roommate will nag me more often :P

signing out~