mixed feeling

had a short chat with a friend moments ago

a short and simple chat had brought back a lot of feelings

every move

every laugh

every people

every scene 

are still fresh on my mind

as if they had just happened

i miss those Days

days we had been preparing for presentations which i hated the most

days we had been spending weeks completing assignment which i enjoyed the most

days we had been carrying out all sorts of experiment in the lab which i loved the most

days we had been copying each others' homework which i needed the most

days we had been hanging out together till late at night as if it is a must-do-activity in college

i call them reminiscence:)

dont know if i will still doing the same thing again since i may be meeting new people soon

but i wonder if im only a passers by in their life

things change and so do people, right?

lets dont put too much expectation:)

the higher u climb, the more it hurts when u fall

and there may be no one to catch

well, lets talk about my life recently

hmm......... 

hmmm..........

hmmmm............

(had been thinking for the past half an hour)

okay,

nothing much but meeting up with old friends 

and wasting my time doing nothing

had been planning something like a trip or something but it just doesnt work:(

any activity on my mind needs MONEY

and MONEY keep on failing my plan

fuck

fine

lets hope for a better tomorrow 

which wouldnt come

signing out~